I don't really know how to start this.. so I'm just going to be blunt. College sucks. When I pictured college my senior year of high school I had this crazy expectation that I was going to branch out and go out of my comfort zone. I was going to make friends, the bestest of friends. But in fact, I have done the total opposite. High school was a constant battle of wanting to be alone and have my free time and me wanting to be surrounded by people and constantly be doing something. It's been awhile since I have had the feeling of friendship with a lot of people. It always felt like I was in competition with my friends friends and I was never anyone's "first choice". Now it may sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself and have nothing to do but complain but you know that feeling that you're not your best friends bestfriend? That is how I felt with everyone. There was always someone better than I was. Someone who was funnier, more adventurous, someone tha...